Anxiety.

It’s not nice being me right now. I had a massive pain in the side of my ribs, slightly under them, today. Like, all day.. So I checked it out on the internet and someone had the same problem and was diagnosed with Anxiety Disorder. Check it out on the NHS.

We worked out it kinda fits since I’ve been a bit weird since I left year 11 and haven’t been having as much exercise as I used to.. Plus I haven’t really been sleeping and I’ve felt ill more than usual..

I feel kinda weird really. I don’t know what to do at the moment that won’t cause problems.. It’s awkward. I just want to curl up in a ball and stay away from stuff.. ‘Cause I don’t know what I want to do when I’ve done my A-levels anymore.. I thought that was sorted and decided.. But now I’m thinking a Gap Year is all the more attractive.. So maybe I’ll do that.

Anyway.. Another side of the story, I’m kinda excited ’cause Toby suggested I start doing Hosted Blogs on MieowThemes, hosting them with Evo or his new manged hosting system. Think it’ll be pretty cool. Since I’ll be able to get a bit more business that way!

So check it out soon if you have the chance!



2 Comments

  1. Hey Kat, sorry to hear you’re not feeling well. Don’t rely too much on Doctor Internet – if you don’t feel good, go and see the doctor. It’s easy to read stuff which sounds like it fits. I know a few people who were diagnosed with Anxiety Disorder, and it was not pretty, so I’d make sure.
    As for what you want to do, I know I regret not having had a gap year, just because I don’t think I was ready for college when I went. I couldn’t manage my studies, domestic stuff and time, so it all went a bit wrong.
    Anyway, just my two cents’ worth.

  2. I’m gonna try some self help stuff from the NHS and see if that helps. Then if it doesn’t I’ll go to the proper doctor.
    But yeah, I think I’m quite likely to take a gap year now. It just seems like it would work. Fancy spending some more time doing some serious web design!